ZOMG

Does narcissism wear off? Does it leave a stain like a kiss on a wineglass?

I fucking hope not.

My dearest friend Amy is battling in court against possibly the worst example of a narcissist I have ever had the displeasure of knowing. Reading about their evil ways I started tracking backwards through my own story and zomg'd at the realisation the sources of all my life evil are these people, these perversions of humankind that parasitically suck at the cheerful and the innocent in a flagrant attempt to plump up their own revolting self images. Their inability to express remorse in favour of vicitmising the innocent nearly makes me want to throw in my own mouth.

The evil childhood friend, the evil evil stepfather. Im frankly floored to reach the realisation so early in the morning that evil childhood friend is a fucking narcissistic cow, who spent the first 15 years of my youth sabotaging my goodfaith and naivety for her own gain. Those weird phonecalls she made to me when we went to different intermediate schools, and she threw down baseless, odd accusations I was calling her names at my school that were filtering through to hers... what the fuck you mental bitch??? I know, build a fucking bridge me, it was 1985, but some things that never make sense stick like flies on shit.

my private nickname for her was Iago the whisperer, because thats what she used to do, whisper shit in your ear...'don't be friends with her'...... what??? why??? ...'because.... just because'... jesus did she have a bag of doubt seeds in her pocket and she was ready to sow them.

Iago the whisperer, master of dividing and conquering, bad enough I went to school with her everyday, I went home to a narcissist everynight as well. Mr " I made you and I can break you, without me you are nothing, my life is shit because I took you and your mother on, I could have been so much more, I don't hate Maori's I just had black people... bla bla bla faff faff faff".

I've been calling that man a psycho up till this point, a raving loony who somehow avoided the lovely jacket that does up at the back, but what do you know... hes just a narcissist. i don't know whether to be releived or violated or angry at this moment. If there is a god, run these people over with a bus before they can hurt anyone else. And if you know or love a narcissistic freak, run, run away before its too late.