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and what I've noticed is... some blogs... designed to show you cool stuff and tell you how much better and fulfilled you can be as a person by giving you nifty hints, are only making you feel shitter about the person you already are. which is a complete contradiction. marketing, sales, and a mindfuck all rolled into one. if the joys of life not there you're not gonna get it from someone elses blog telling you how amazing they are because that right there is the thing that is shit about meritocracy, and why in spite of being fed and and warm and having choices, the western world is full of miserable people.

:(.